I Can Scream

And you leave me so alone
You can cry
But I can scream.

I can scream about
your neglect,
your constant,
persistant
need to ignore me.

I can scream about
how nothing I can do
is right.

I can scream about
how you break my heart
everday.

But I don't.

I'd rather sit
and watch
as you build up to your own
demise.

I will smile
with a smug grin,
as you slowly
kill yourself.